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Monday, December 4th, 2006
1:16 am
aloha from the state of mind

today was slightly cloudy
but things may be getting a bit brighter

...but why must i make things so much more difficult for myself?

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Tuesday, September 26th, 2006
3:41 am - what am i?
cheers, darling.

here's to you and your lover boy.

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Saturday, September 23rd, 2006
4:09 pm - happy birthday to me
66% Extroversion, 33% Intuition, 100% Emotiveness, 90% Perceptiveness
You are Pan. You're an extremely creative and fun-loving individual. You have a predisposition to acting and performing, and you enjoy it. You're very outgoing, and you are genuinely interested in other people. You probably have a pet parakeet, play an instrument, write poetry, tell jokes, love parties, have lots of friends, remember people, names and faces, paint, and have a righteous social conscious.

You're very good natured, but can be naive and exploited by less good natured people. You're mischevious, but in a usually harmless way. You don't have much use for structure and routine, and your appetite for sensation and immediate gratification can cloud your judgement regarding the future consequences of your actions. You like to improvise more than you like to plan.

You look on the bright side of life. Even though you're highly optimistic, you can be predisposed to bouts of angst when presented with negative possibilities or outcomes. In combating dire circumstances, you can become dismissive and resort to over-simplifications of the situation. Although most people love to be around you, the more analytical types (Atlas, The Oracle, Prometheus, and Hermes) will take issue with what they perceive to be your lack of foresight. The main drawback to this is that they will become rigid and stubborn in conflict, and you will take this personally, becoming stubborn and inflexible yourself.

Regardless, you have a capacity for connection with other people that is unheard of in the other personality types. Your main strenghts are your flexibility and artistic and sympathetic abilities.

Famous people like you: Franz Joseph Haydn, Dr. Suess, Bill Cosby, Sandra Bullock, Oscar Wilde
Similar Personality Types: Orpheus, Aphrodite, Dionysus
Stay clear of: Atlas, Hermes, Prometheus, The Oracle

My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

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You scored higher than 99% on Extroversion

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You scored higher than 99% on Intuition

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You scored higher than 99% on Emotiveness

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You scored higher than 99% on Perceptiveness
Link: The Greek Mythology Personality Test written by Aleph_Nine on OkCupid, home of the The Dating Persona Test

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Friday, September 8th, 2006
12:47 am - fully alive
sometimes i forget

and then i feel again.

i have become comfortably numb

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Friday, September 1st, 2006
5:34 am
i feel so lost...

i can never do anything right.

you'd better get here soon. otherwise i'm gonna explode.
i need my aaron.

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Monday, August 21st, 2006
12:31 am - 78...that's what nat says

i loooooove clean laundry.

and po-ta-toes.

current mood: full

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Monday, July 31st, 2006
2:30 am - judgement and faith in the common man
every now and then i hear or read comments from people that make me lose just a little bit of faith in the world. don't get me wrong, there are plenty of people out there that keep it fueled, but it make's me so sad to hear some peoples opinions on life. and it amazes me how these people usually consider themselves to be very open minded, when in reality they are more judgemental, cynical, and jaded then any other people i've met. i can only hope and pray that one day they will open their eyes to a life more accepting and educated then they so claim to be.

i was thinking about the saying "ignorance is bliss" not too long ago, and i've decided that it couldn't be more wrong. ignorance, i've found, is in fact the furthest thing from bliss. it is ignorance that divides people...how on earth can that be considered blissful? so instead i've adopted a new "saying", innocence is bliss. now you may not agree with me, but hear me out. just because some one is innocent doesn't mean that they don't have knowledge of life. an example: i see newborn children as the most innocent creatures on earth, and at the exact same time the most intelligent. they have such an immediate thirst for knowledge and life, and yet just by looking into their eyes you can see so much wisdom and power. maybe it's just me, but i wish that i had that in my eyes...that untainted knowledge of the true meaning of life. true innocence is the most unbias way of living life, and i wish i could have that. but regardless, i know that the world will not change overnight, and that it has to be in each persons heart to truly be accepting. i only wish that it could be easier to help others see life a little bit differently.

current mood: contemplative

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Monday, July 17th, 2006
7:33 pm - covered in paint and accomplishment
so i finally have an apartment here in gainesville, and although the only thing in it is a blow up mattress, it's still pretty kick ass. nati, mikey, and i spent today painting it and it looks awesome...now all we need is furniture!!

shit is crazy right now, but getting my life in order feels good.

come visit me when you can...i miss you guys!!

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Tuesday, June 27th, 2006
1:17 am - blue eyes, you're the secret i keep
making the best of the situation.

this is all going fairly well. i still haven't found an apartment, only because i don't have time to look. it's all good though, there are plenty of them. and on a brighter note... he wants to move to gainesville :)

it's wierd being the boss lady, i get to like, fire people and shit. hmm. with authority comes great responsibility. here's to hoping.

i need to sleep, long drive tomorrow and then work. guh.

i miss you all...you're good people.

p.s.- i've grown fond of reading sarah wallis' blogs.
i wish i was more like her...
she's amazing. and beautiful, not just on the outside. there aren't many people like her out there.
so yeah, you inspire me...if that's the right word to use.

current mood: loved

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Thursday, June 15th, 2006
11:18 am - no real time to explain
so i'm moving to gainesville

they made me the manager of the kaoz over there.
this is crazy.
i leave today.
i'll be back when i can...but for those of you that i didn't get to see i'll miss you and please keep in contact.

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Tuesday, June 13th, 2006
12:09 am - crash
"I think we miss that touch so much, that we crash into each other, just so we can feel something."

i hate that work has taken over my life so much that i have no time to spend with anyone. don't get me wrong, i love my job...i just miss seeing everyone. i just need some quality time...and to cuddle.

there are some big changes going on in my life right now...i'll keep you all updated on what's going on soon. you might be interested. or maybe not. we'll see.

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Friday, May 26th, 2006
2:48 pm - ooh you get me ready in your '56 chevy
...where have all the cowboys gone?

i'm finally done with mobile...for a while. i could use a little normalcy.

why is it that sometimes the harder you work the more you are taken for granted? i hate being under appreciated. i love my job, but sometimes i'd like to get a thanks for doing work i shouldn't have to do. don't get me wrong, i like doing things for others, but i let people walk all over me way too often.

i just wish i knew how to stand up for myself.

current mood: drained

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Friday, May 12th, 2006
4:45 pm
it's really pretty outside today and yet i feel sad.

i don't want to do this.

note:i'm not being emo, so don't give me shit.
if i want to talk to you about it, i'll talk to you about it...k?

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Wednesday, April 26th, 2006
9:39 pm - in this brand new colony

just when i was starting to feel really shitty.

i honestly don't know what i'd do without him.

i can't wait till he comes home.

it's amazing how a 30 min. phone call can make everything go away. and they pretend to make fun of you when you cry, but only to make you laugh again. it's nice when someone gets you.

he reminds me to pray...and i love that. that's exactly what i want.
have you ever found someone that you didn't feel like you had to compromise any one part of yourself for them to love you? you should.

current mood: grateful

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Saturday, April 1st, 2006
9:13 pm
disregard this completely. thanks.

We might kiss when we are alone
When nobody's watching
We might take it home
We might make out when nobody's there
It's not that we're scared
It's just that it's delicate

So why do you fill my sorrow
With the words you've borrowed
From the only place you've known
And why do you sing Hallelujah
If it means nothing to you
Why do you sing with me at all?

We might live like never before
When there's nothing to give
Well how can we ask for more
We might make love in some sacred place
The look on your face is delicate

So why do you fill my sorrow
With the words you've borrowed
From the only place you've known
And why do you sing Hallelujah
If it means nothing to you
Why do you sing with me at all?

So why do you fill my sorrow
With the words you've borrowed
From the only place you've known
And why do you sing Hallelujah
If it means nothing to you
Why do you sing with me at all?

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Saturday, March 25th, 2006
7:36 pm
the Hanks are playing tonight at sluggo's

kpl and jonathan parish too

be there or be square

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Wednesday, March 8th, 2006
5:31 pm
working+family=lindy having no life.

sorry. i love you all, but apparently i have to be a responsible adult now.

absolutely amazing.
so awkward.

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Wednesday, March 1st, 2006
5:16 pm - i'm tired
so...i got a job...i work at kaoz

i'm a piercer...yeah...it's fun

...my head hurts.


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Wednesday, February 15th, 2006
5:45 pm - i feel much better
i love phone calls...

the best 15 minutes in quite a long time.

is 9 months too long to wait?
i'm not sure.

and on that note: i hate stupid little girls who can't keep their legs or their mouths closed.

the end

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Tuesday, February 7th, 2006
12:32 am - thought these were good
there is no end. there is no beginning. there is only infinite passion for life.
--federico fellini

i never remember feeling tired by work, though idleness exhausts me completely.
--sir arthur conan doyle

how do i work? i grope.
--albert einstein

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